There is an entire universe inside of you.

8:58 PM Michael 0 Comments

It seems when it comes to people, some are just more intimidating than others. These crazy social beings in a packed world and can feel so alone. Or maybe I feel overwhelmed gaining and gaining acquaintances but with no brilliant reason to it. Maybe it's not so much scary but just the idea this one person could change your entire life and you two are just a few feet away. And you could be missing out on this nano-second and this nano-second and this one too knowing each other. Strange how someone's effect on you can vary so greatly. They make you tense up and have no idea what to say sometimes(all the time) and amaze, stunn, whatever-you. And there's this entire portion of them that lived and lives without you that never bothers you with anyone else.
and the fact that I'm even thinking about these kind of things terrifies me.

Happy Chinese New Year Valentine!! xx

3:36 PM Michael 0 Comments

Last night was SO much fun!! Ahh and now I'm pretty much stuck in my room until my project is lookin' up. I hope you all are having a wonderful valentine's day. There are pictures on facebook. AND it snowed! And although it wasn't here to stay it was such a nice surprise. I'm so glad. It's been a really interesting weekend. Interesting really. Since my dad doesn't have a job anymore, none of us have health insurance. Craziness. My mom is so freaking worried about me because I'm super illness prone. I'm stuck on Omega tablets right now. It's so pretty outside! I hope I get to upload the video project I've been working on for a while now soon. Ek. Stalk me later okay!?

The truth about forever.

11:46 PM Michael 0 Comments

"And it all came down to one thing: love, or lack of it.
The chances we take, knowing no better,
to fall or to stand back and hold ourselves in,
protecting our hearts with the tightest of grips."
-- This Lullaby.

While the earth is still sleeping.

7:15 AM Michael 0 Comments

It's weird but the more that's going on, the less likely you are to stay in contact. Then again, that's not so weird. Today is the one week anniversary of my food poisoning day in Hades. So far, today is going much better though! Jacqueline visited me from DC on Sunday. It was really nice to see her. I do have an affinity though for hanging out with older folks. She and her ex boyfriend from forever ago. ...clearly. But they were super cute and ate oysters. I did not. And that guy could have totally gone to scad talking about the cool colors in the composition he wanted on the road.
The good dream / bad dream shoots didn't go through this weekend for Fashion Haus. I have been a little missing in action in the club scene. I'm so glad it is finished raining. At home is apparently dubbed "Snowcopalypse", isn't that crazy. And now that Trey and I won't have to be spending the weekend without Kayleigh, Roni, Make, and Maeg this weekend should go a little bit better.

And to be honest my thoughts on Valentines day for the lover less include, it only becomes "single's awareness day" because you observe it as such. In reality it is a good thing to have a day that breaks away from the seriousness of things. And this is love the world is talking about, it shouldn't be a stressor. Besides if it is lovin you are worried about, I think you are pretty finee.
We seriously spend so much time trying to be liked by other people. Make yourself crushworthy. Love yourself. "Crush" yourself. Whoever decides to join in: well they're pretty lucky. Confidence, self-worth, not ego.
And while I cannot say I am not guilty of always having that attitude, think about it, love yourself. You are ALWAYS with yourself. Enjoy it. And you will find more reason to love others. Even after St. Valentine's day.

Hello February.

1:27 PM Michael 0 Comments

Bye Bye Weekend. :(

Color theory and Drawing are on the Agenda and I am ever dying in Speech class. Makenzye and I were in the laundry room doing our drawing projects last night/this morning. We called it off at four. My clothes did not get properly dried though so now they are all over the bed. This is chillin with the Pandora. I'm thinking maybe I should put more pictures on the wall but idreallyknow. I haven't seen so many people in a very long seeming time and FOUR WEEKS, NO WAY. That's so fast! I'm actually sad about it. No more CB :(
I just want to go dancing. Here are so pics from Jasmin, Alecia and my trip to the Chinatown by Anderson. Haha it's so cute! At least the little boy was.

Mylene! I COULD'NT BELIEVE when I saw those panda things! Like I literally said your name out-loud! I will probably go drawing later.

So I'm really not into makeup but Michelle Phan recommends this concealer for guys in her "Guy Makeup Tutorial" and I live (and love) her. But it's pretty nice. I'm not a makeup wearer though still. I can stick around for the crows feet. I don't know, guy make up is becoming more and more increasingly popular, like a change of the times. But we'll see. I am however an avid face washer and although I don't have this I have only heard good things about IQQU, Michelles Line. It even costs less now. Click on it if you want the website. oh and watch her youtube videos, I love her!

I've been thinking about doing a picture a day thing, but I've been trying and not consistently doing it in the past. I will tell you how it goes!