Confession

 I feel like I am way more candid with chat gpt / Claude, than I am with my therapist. I feel like there I can be brutally honest maybe because I can be unafraid of coming across any kind of way. I know I should do the same with my therapist, but can I? Like am I physically able to? I don’t know actually. Are we all overwhelmed right now? Feeling like we have to do well at everything and go to bed early to get enough hours of sleep? (Lol hello 3:13am) like I was just thinking looking at my plants, I need to be a good plant care taker, and a chef - I’m postponing meal planning till tomorrow, body builder, interior designer (if I get those clear meal prep containers, what would I need to get rid of), eco-nomically sound, financially literate and practicing, cleaner, ironer, recycler, great at my job, painter, artist. Can I do this? Why do I need to do it all in the same day. In the same year might be helpful but the years are becoming like days. Watching them flick by. I’m going no where with this. But I’m glad to be home. I’m glad to be in bed. And I’m glad to be able to think about all the things I am lucky to do.