Brilliantly.


"He wraps himself in light,
and darkness tries to hide."

Wrangler.














That love pidgeon on the radio

just said the sweetest thing in ever.

enjoy each other birdies.

Felices.


Tuubular Tuesday?


Stromae is incredible. He's just standing there..with an awesome music video. I can't watch this and then go to sleep though. I'm such a pussy cat.

His videos are a little similar, but his costumes are so amazing, especially in "Heartbreaker". G-Dragon is a part of "Big Bang". Dude they have such cute videos.

You have no possible way of knowing how many times I've watched this video. There is no way I know. Like, I watch it on repeat. You cannot pretend he cannot dance... He's just an amazing, beautiful person.

Sammy.

Stress.

I am so selfish, for thinking I have so much work to do.
Selfish for thinking I'm stressed out.
Selfish for thinking of not being able to work out to the highest degree.
I'm fried and I can barely show it.
I'm selfish for thinking I'm working so hard.
There are others who work harder.
Others would kill to be me.
Even if I'm dying.

Love yourself today,

for me.

electricity.



So, I am on another acne regime again. This one includes salt water, lemon juice, honey, oats, a little bit of beer, eggs, ...stuff like that. We'll see how it goes. Summer's typically a time of rejuvenation. I have to figure out how to rejuvenate my hair. (...I'm going to have to let mayonnaise soak in it...icky). But good things come in tough packages I suppose. Or smelly ones. Did you know that lemons are a natural skin brightener and can help get rid of discoloration and or acne scars. But I'm sure it works differently from person to person. It's so cool because I suppose everything that you need to "fix yourself" is out there growing. Which makes total sense. I'm going to need a whole lemon tree in the yard.

I was taking these pictures a little while ago. My sister kind of caught me. From the look on her face gosh she thinks I'm weird. Not that I have ability to object. We can back from a family trip to the jcpenny a little while ago. Retail stores must understand that there still exist people who can wear size small, so a shipment would be nice. Forget designers not making clothes for big people, little people have just a hard a time finding clothes because we have to compete with each other. have you ever seen a size small at marshalls? no. It is legit XXL. like ...who is wearing that. let's be honest guys. There is size small discrimination. A lot of times who are we kidding, that shirt with a tag that says small is a MEDIUM. save some fabric. for those that fit it, more power.
..sorry
...actually then again amongst womens wear, we could not find a size 16.

I have so much homework to do. All about the economy, and business things. Online classes are nice. You don't have to see the teacher, you just work. But it's a lot. And I do have one other real sit down class. I love the stories we are reading. I do not like his emphasis on class participation. Let it be the old days and let the professor just talk. Small class sizes are not always a glamor statement. I must have thrown positive patricia out the window. After trips to the department of motor vehicles, I got my learner's permit. I get up there, Ms. Bleach says "what?" and I tell her I am here for a learner's permit and I open my manilla folder and show her my registration form, birth certificate... I know the drill, I've been here three days in a row. In my movement she snarls "waayyet, you're not letting me see anything." like I'm a rude little boy when I'm trying to get my apparently ugly face out of ms. rude's hand. She poops out a ticket from the machine and hands me a number, her pink, gold tentacle nails crunch it up a little. Gosh people at home can be so rude. Like, they were all that way. Except, the lady that took my twenty. I mean I know you might not have the most wonderful job but girlfran, make the most of it. Frazzled, I sat down in the cold blue chair next to the other drones on the other side of the board that had the list of numbers being called. I open the drivers manual once again. The cover doesn't look very pleasant. A microsoft word added picture of a traffic jam. What a thing to look forward to. It's hard to tell when the picture was taken because the ages of all the cars varied so greatly. Breaky susan was put in park next to global trekker. It's funny because that's how the outside actually is. Talk about the economy and the haves and have nots.

All in all, the day is done and I must continue. Positive thoughts for the future.

Auf Wiedersehen

Hungry.

"It's not about everyone knowing who you are, it's about everyone wanting to know who you are."

Pathetic.

I still run through the whole thing a billion times, over and over in my head.

hmm.

McDonald's Loves The Gays - In France!

Spotted.



I see you girl.

I can't even begin to explain.


Adieu Savannah, Adieu


After the craziest plane trip ever, I'm finally home.

Everything is back to the way it was.

And it will be the last time taking pictures in this room. :( :) :(
I had to unpack my things in the airport courtesy of US Airways. You know when you watch the unfortunate do that dreaded thing of opening up your intentionally packed bags in front of the public so they can see your underwear drawer going in the trash can? yea that was me. Except I didn't throw away any underwear. Coming from 6 pounds over, I ended up being 10 pounds under and then I had too bulky of a carry on, and my id wasn't valid enough. Gosh. But grandma was such a good sport about everything.

Totally out dressing me. She doesn't like to go on the escalators, isn't that so cute? Yesterday me and veronica were on the road on our little road trip. Karen should know that it is SO not down the street lol. But St. Augustine was SO beautiful and so was Aunty Vee's house. She said it was 3 years since I had been there. Time gets eaten up so quickly. Vero wanted to stop at Parker's before we left, for old times sake, and a 5 hour energy. We did SO much that day it's insane, we moved all of her and makers things, before which we moved all of my and raychols things that night, then we went to sign our new house(!!), went to breakfast, the post office, Bull street station, and Crites Hall. THEN we left, with country tunes and Lady Gaga (the male fish). It was probably a good decision to not really go out that night like Rebeca suggested at 3 oclock in the morning, I don't know how I was able to wake up and respond at hour 30 min intervals of text. We'll go to Venus next quarter, Vero and I know that's what our model was doing. He was so funny! I totes had class at Panera on Wednesday. I'm going to miss that class so much!!!

We are wearing our jackets!!

Davidia: Which street should we walk down?
Anna: Broughton!
Davidia: Broughton?
Anna: Yes! Let's have fun!

...Now, I cannot BELIEVE she pulled out this book from her bag.
And later out came Hogwarts. She's Mary Poppins I swear! It was just such a good class! My favorite! good luck everyone! Davidia's going to FIT! I'm so happy for her. Veronica's mom was so nice!! We went to lunch during the scad grad. funn.
All in all, Florida was fun. They'll be more to post about, even though the "Trilogy" is over. 3 quarters down. Infinity seasons to go. Cheers. The Paparazzi is waiting. Yiruma is playing. And home does not change much.
I was watching my parents today. My, how I need to care for them. My heart goes out. School starts on Wednesday. Get rest.

I Have Dreamed of You so Much by Robert Desnos

I have dreamed of you so much that you are no longer real.
Is there still time for me to reach your breathing body, to kiss your mouth and make
your dear voice come alive again?

I have dreamed of you so much that my arms, grown used to being crossed on my
chest as I hugged your shadow, would perhaps not bend to the shape of your body.
For faced with the real form of what has haunted me and governed me for so many
days and years, I would surely become a shadow.

O scales of feeling.

I have dreamed of you so much that surely there is no more time for me to wake up.
I sleep on my feet prey to all the forms of life and love, and you, the only one who
counts for me today, I can no more touch your face and lips than touch the lips and
face of some passerby.

I have dreamed of you so much, have walked so much, talked so much, slept so much
with your phantom, that perhaps the only thing left for me is to become a phantom
among phantoms, a shadow a hundred times more shadow than the shadow the
moves and goes on moving, brightly, over the sundial of your life.
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