Spectator Sport.

Lately there's been some thing rolling around in my head. Well, several things, but there is one boulder bigger than the rest. —And being in a similar state as in other moments, I know it is because of something that I want. A favorable outcome. That is natural right? To shoot for what you really want. And when other good things come it's really hard to see beyond the goal. Mostly I want to remind myself how grateful I am for this moment, which is a result of all the challenges, loses and victories before this. It is because of this balance of winning and losing today is made possible. Let's look forward. Fate over coincidence. We are really only winning.