Distrito Paparacchi.

I suppose after the first 24 hours are hit adrenaline kicks in and takes it on from there. I'd be kidding if I didn't say I have been having such an amazing and stressful time. The thing about not posting is life catches up to you very quickly. I swear though I have to pull so many more all nighters at home than I ever have to do for scad. Long live liberal arts. So when I don't have mayonnaise and olive oil in my hair, or eggs and green tea on my face I've been catching up a little bit. But honestly, I'm so busy right now these are very treasured excursions.

Welcome to the district. As much as I hate to admit it, I'm finding myself with a natural affinity to the city: the fast pace, the mobility, the ambiance. gosh. I can't believe I've finally grown up and given in. DC is such a nice city and despite my previous statements that I could not live here I am finding it more and more charming. Ohmgosh though, it's so expensive to travel here though. I don't have one of those student passes any more so now I feel the money draining from my Wacho card. Being here makes me realize how beautiful, yet unrealistic Savannah really is. It's a wonderful, wonderful place, but gosh it is so not the real world, people are mean, places aren't always pretty, and people actually live in cities. So unreal. I am not disrespecting I promise. It's a nice place to go to, but it is like going to vacation and not to school. Especially when you have so much work at home waiting for you, but I'm managing and some how every year I manageable to have a more magical summer than the year before. I could do without the buckets of literature homework though. The stories are amazing! The course load...not so much.

btdubs: I've totally found my calling as a cowboy. Like you seriously get to dance. I have never seen so much skin, even with all that life drawing left behind. And boys mediums, totally in. Like you need a zipper to put on underwear. Talk about hot. I'm already on ebay. I had so much fun with Inez! G people are so amazing.
I'm only excited about the summer. And very excited for the future. I don't know what school I'm going to any more, but we will see. surely. So Inez..... totally knows about zumba and does it on thursdays and I'm like, we have to stop being the same person. WE ARE THE SAME PERSON.
It's raining a little. Class is out and I'll be inside hiding.
Summer can keep calling.

"As her men drew closer to my edge, I felt myself growing light, I rose up into the air and flew out the window. Higher and higher, above the alley, over the tops of tiled roofs, where I was gathered up by the wind and pushed up toward the night sky until everything below me disappeared and I was alone.

I closed my eyes and pondered my next move."
-Rules of the Game

"He wraps himself in light,
and darkness tries to hide."

just said the sweetest thing in ever.

enjoy each other birdies.

Stromae is incredible. He's just standing there..with an awesome music video. I can't watch this and then go to sleep though. I'm such a pussy cat.

His videos are a little similar, but his costumes are so amazing, especially in "Heartbreaker". G-Dragon is a part of "Big Bang". Dude they have such cute videos.

You have no possible way of knowing how many times I've watched this video. There is no way I know. Like, I watch it on repeat. You cannot pretend he cannot dance... He's just an amazing, beautiful person.

I am so selfish, for thinking I have so much work to do.
Selfish for thinking I'm stressed out.
Selfish for thinking of not being able to work out to the highest degree.
I'm fried and I can barely show it.
I'm selfish for thinking I'm working so hard.
There are others who work harder.
Others would kill to be me.
Even if I'm dying.

for me.

So, I am on another acne regime again. This one includes salt water, lemon juice, honey, oats, a little bit of beer, eggs, ...stuff like that. We'll see how it goes. Summer's typically a time of rejuvenation. I have to figure out how to rejuvenate my hair. (...I'm going to have to let mayonnaise soak in it...icky). But good things come in tough packages I suppose. Or smelly ones. Did you know that lemons are a natural skin brightener and can help get rid of discoloration and or acne scars. But I'm sure it works differently from person to person. It's so cool because I suppose everything that you need to "fix yourself" is out there growing. Which makes total sense. I'm going to need a whole lemon tree in the yard.

I was taking these pictures a little while ago. My sister kind of caught me. From the look on her face gosh she thinks I'm weird. Not that I have ability to object. We can back from a family trip to the jcpenny a little while ago. Retail stores must understand that there still exist people who can wear size small, so a shipment would be nice. Forget designers not making clothes for big people, little people have just a hard a time finding clothes because we have to compete with each other. have you ever seen a size small at marshalls? no. It is legit XXL. like ...who is wearing that. let's be honest guys. There is size small discrimination. A lot of times who are we kidding, that shirt with a tag that says small is a MEDIUM. save some fabric. for those that fit it, more power.
..sorry
...actually then again amongst womens wear, we could not find a size 16.

I have so much homework to do. All about the economy, and business things. Online classes are nice. You don't have to see the teacher, you just work. But it's a lot. And I do have one other real sit down class. I love the stories we are reading. I do not like his emphasis on class participation. Let it be the old days and let the professor just talk. Small class sizes are not always a glamor statement. I must have thrown positive patricia out the window. After trips to the department of motor vehicles, I got my learner's permit. I get up there, Ms. Bleach says "what?" and I tell her I am here for a learner's permit and I open my manilla folder and show her my registration form, birth certificate... I know the drill, I've been here three days in a row. In my movement she snarls "waayyet, you're not letting me see anything." like I'm a rude little boy when I'm trying to get my apparently ugly face out of ms. rude's hand. She poops out a ticket from the machine and hands me a number, her pink, gold tentacle nails crunch it up a little. Gosh people at home can be so rude. Like, they were all that way. Except, the lady that took my twenty. I mean I know you might not have the most wonderful job but girlfran, make the most of it. Frazzled, I sat down in the cold blue chair next to the other drones on the other side of the board that had the list of numbers being called. I open the drivers manual once again. The cover doesn't look very pleasant. A microsoft word added picture of a traffic jam. What a thing to look forward to. It's hard to tell when the picture was taken because the ages of all the cars varied so greatly. Breaky susan was put in park next to global trekker. It's funny because that's how the outside actually is. Talk about the economy and the haves and have nots.

All in all, the day is done and I must continue. Positive thoughts for the future.